Sometimes the sunset means so much,
the one thing in life you know you'll never touch.
When trying to reach through to people, it's becoming ever clear that you can't please everyone, so you may as well please yourself.
I'm learning that the people I thought I 'needed' in my life this time last year, I don't 'need' them in my life this year or the impending years.
I'm not needy and I won't beg, nothing is going to happen to me if I don't have them in my life, it's not crucial.
I've been burned a few times, more than my fair share, life ain't fair but if YOU play fair, it doesn't mean that everyone around you will play fair either.
I have lived and I have survived and I WILL survive, whether I have certain people around me or not.
Learning who is with me and who isn't, who is in, who is out, has been a tough cross to bear, but regret is even worse.
I have so much to achieve next year and I can't wait to start living, not just existing, not doing it anymore.
The life I live, the family I have, the friends I have, are better than anything found under the Christmas tree. xx
