I'm Very Trying, No One Could Be More Trying Than Me.

I have lost count over the last five years, how many times I have written one script for one bloody book. I want it, but I don't, but I want it, but I don't... BUT.

Well, you get the picture, it's doing my frigging head in.
 I'm trying to be patient, but trying not to be, trying to see the end result, the finishing line but I can't.





 

I think I am headed towards the finish line but the finish line is soooo blurry. Once it is done, I know I am going to be able to see things much more clearly, but at this stage, I can't. I feel like I have already crashed.




















In some ways, I have changed and haven't felt like myself for a while, I think that's an improvement.

Changes might bring me luck, but there again.... IT MIGHT NOT BE.