LET IT GO LET IT GO

LET IT GO LET IT GO LET IT GO

Being true to myself and what I want in life and who I want in my life, won't get me a massive amount of friends, but it will get me the right ones. If I am honest with you, I don't want a massive amount of friends. I want the right friends that will support me in whatever it is that I am seeking.

When I am comfortable around those people and can be me, then I know I am around the right people.

Living up to my standards should be the only thing that is important to me, but living up to everybody else' from now on is an absolute deal breaker from here on out.

People in the last week have decided to leave my life as they have after many years decided that my ideals don't fit theirs.

I won't be loved for someone I am not any longer and hated for who I am not. I am an animal lover and was condemned for supposedly promoting animal cruelty this week. Clearly people think they know me, when they don't have a frigging clue.

I have put a lot of trust into many and sadly those feelings haven't been reciprocated, I've also been befriended when the timing was right for others. To be a friend, you are either a friend 24/7 or not at all, not just when the timing is right for you.

At the moment I am feeling exhausted. Not physically, but mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I've had my heart turned inside out, upside down and back to front, I am drained, done and dusted.

I am so 100 % sure that moving on was completely out of my hands, but I have control as to how I am going to let it effect me. Obviously this person hasn't given two shits and is very happy in moving on. I deserve to be happy and am doing so with pride of everything I have achieved. I am also happy about the things I get to achieve with or without many around me. I'm not FROZEN, I've broken free, broken the ice and ready to swim away from any circumstance that doesn't fit in with my well being any longer.