Home is where the heart is?
Looking back on life, things have turned out ok, better than ok actually. I'VE turned out fantastically and have changed so much in the last twelve months. Almost to the point that I don't recognize that person anymore. I don't want to recognize that person. She seizes to exist.
I can be nice... TOO NICE and probably at times, naive. Turning over a new leaf in the book. My book of life, I've seen a lot of strength. I've seen a lot of growth. Spiritual, mental, emotional and even physical well being.
Some relationships had to come to an end, no two ways about it because those relationships weren't doing me any favours (not that I expected anything from anyone) and they weren't doing me much good.
Instead of rising above everything, I was being pulled from pillar to post and it made me exhausted. I'm still no where near where I want to be, no where near WHO I want to be, because I don't know who I am anymore.
Everyone is going to hurt you in this world. I've just got to decide who is worth hurting for.
I've been trampled on over the years. YADA YADA YADA.
BITCH ACTIVATION SWITCH... ON...
COOL CHICK SUNNIES... ON...
BIG GIRL PANTIES... ON...
Some people are going to be hit with a big thing called 'REALITY', some aren't going to like the new me, the REAL ME and you know what? I don't care anymore. Everybody is in this thing called life for themselves, I may as well join the game. MY GAME OF LIFE... LETS PLAY.
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