Me? Who's That? I Don't Wanna Be Anything Other Than Me.

When stripping down the layers, piece by piece, I'm trying to find myself again. Myself. All by myself. I've been trying to do it a lot lately. On my own, but I've lost the very essence of me.

Today is one of those days that I am trying to find myself and wonder where the hell everything is going. So much to do and so little determination and gusto to do it.

Enter Struggle Street. I want to find the nearest exit but completely lost. Where the Hell do I go from here and How do I get there???

I have to start somewhere.

Gavin Degraw is playing in the background and it is sooo resonating with me right now.

The many faces of me have changed over the years, so much so that I don't recognize myself anymore. Sometimes for the better and other times for the worst. Here are a few photos of me so you get to know who I am, what I look like and how far I've come.

First things first, this photo was taken three years ago

Next two photos were taken four years ago

I could show you a whole heap more of my unhealthy ways and particularly in the last one where I am not able to stand properly without leaning on my brother. Fast forward five years now.

These last photos have been taken since January to only a few weeks ago, in order month by month. I'm stronger than I give myself credit for.