What The World Needs Now Is Love Sweet Love vs I Hate The World Today.

 

 I have no reason in this world whatsoever to be angry. Sometimes, it's myself that I get frustrated and annoyed at. For no reason other than it is what it is. 

When everything is good, it's very good, when everything is bad, I try to take it on the chin and end up taking things out on those I know and love.

I find it very hard to give myself credit where credit is due. On one hand, I am proud of myself and my achievements, on the other hand, I'm not knowing where to go or what to do and don't want to big note myself. 

POW!!! POW!!! POW!!!

Woman at war with herself.

Some days I would love to sit quietly and shut the world out. Other days, I need people around me which must be conflicting to the one's I love. If I don't know what I want, how do I expect anyone else to know what I NEED or want??

One minute I can be really up in this world and compliment myself, be proud on myself and then...

ENTER THE BITCH who is incredibly difficult to be around, who is down on the world and so so hard on herself.  If I spoke to my 'identical twin sister' (I don't have one), the way I speak to myself some days, I guarantee she would disown me.

What the world needs is love, sweet love, I need to learn how to love myself, instead some days, I hate the world. Knowing how much love every one has for me can be hard on everyone around me.

I hate the world today,
I know but I can't change (I can, but today, I'm finding it difficult.)
Like maybe I'm an angel underneath, innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
I can understand how you'd be so confused

I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you've got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer, I'm an angel undercover
I've been numbed, I'm revived, can't say I'm not alive
You know, I wouldn't want it any other way.