Anxiety is a horrible thing, a weird thing, we can feel so many emotions all at once, excited, happy, sad, doubtful, unsure, nervous, angry, fearful. And the list goes on... I can go on worrying about things that may never happen which is stealing my peace and time I won't ever get back. When worrying about time lost, there was a decision I had to make last year and changes had to made. I was so scared and was considering getting out of the whole deal. I wanted it, then I didn't, then I did, then I didn't and now that I have it, I don't know that I want it. More changes this year in me physically and I'm scared of my own strength and what I'm actually capable of. Even more to come in finding work. What if the people I go and see aren't a match for me, where do I go? what do I do? what if it ties up with what I am already doing? what about if this doesn't work.... BREATHE BREATHE BREATHE. This is what anxiety is to me... A constantly struggle and stress. Worrying about things that may never happen.
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