Fresh And New

Excuse the quality of this photo as this is from my phone. Not being tech savvy, this hasn't come out the way I wanted it to, nor has it done the new hair do any justice and it doesn't show how I feel right now.

I FEEL GOOD da na na na na na na. I knew that I would now.

 SO GOOD

SO GOOD.

After doing an aqua class yesterday and feeling quite good about myself, I needed a fresh perspective on my achievements and how far I have come. I didn't want to escape reality, but I wasn't ready to face reality either.

Things are a whole lot more different than what they were this time last year. I wasn't ready to face new things. I tried new things and got out of my comfort zone somewhat, but I didn't know where anything was going.... Fast forward twelve months and the perspectives have gone out the window again where I still don't know where anything is going. I know what has gone has gone and those things won't be coming back. Hindsight is such a beautiful thing and I am actually RELIEVED, even if it does mean that I try to erase the memories of my thirtieth (I am thirty three at the end of March and I don't speak to one solitary person from my thirtieth).

Letting go of people is good for the soul. Some people are good for your soul and some things good for the soul too.

After getting out of the pool and looking at the state of my hair, along with my nervous system and my emotions, I realized my hair was a knotted mess. HAIR BE GONE. I was told not to look down, I did. Much shorter hair now and was told I look 'cute', I don't know whether I should be shocked, saddened or completely elated at that, but elation is what I am choosing. Lighter is what I am choosing since I let go of the hair and the people were dragging me down with them !!